Additionally, I believe that my participation in musical theatre has had an impact on my identity. The theatre community is often stereotyped as a place where everyone is accepted and anyone is free to explore who they want to become. However, that really was not my experience. I felt somewhat ostracized and uncomfortable when I was casted in my first high school show. I did not really know anyone, so I would stand alone in the back, afraid to put myself out there and introduce myself to people. Everyone seemed very set with their own group of friends. However, the subsequent year, I noticed a huge change. The seniors, in particular, were so welcoming and encouraging. They wanted to make the show a great experience for everyone, so they opened their hearts to anyone who longed to belong. They made every effort to involve every cast member in activities and conversations. I left that show with such pride and sense of family; because of that, it will always be the most incredible show I will ever be apart of. But, it also really taught me that I cannot be afraid of being vulnerable and opening myself up to others. The example the seniors set that year showed me that sometimes I must take the first step in creating relationships and making those around me feel loved. The theatre is only a place of acceptance if the people involved are willing to love and respect one another.
Finally, I suspect that being a part of the annual Philadelphia Livestrong Challenge has influenced my identity. Participating in such an physically exhausting endeavor has helped me to learn the true meaning of a challenge. I first registered for the bike race when I was in eighth grade; my dad and I rode twenty miles over mountainous terrain that left our legs begging for respite. I can remember struggling to make it across the finish line, but I did not want to quit, even if I had to get off of my bike and walk. When I finally finished, I was displeased with my performance. I spent the next year going to countless spinning classes and doing lots of strength training just so I would be able to do a little bit better next time. In the end, I was able to participate in the forty-five mile race! Years have passed since then, and in 2013, I rode in the 75 mile race. I believe that working hard to complete this challenge has helped me stay motivated to complete everyday challenges, like upcoming exams. The Livestrong Challenge has forever instilled a desire for success within me, but it has also showed me that no victory comes without hard work.
